got one special blog from my dearest friend. thanks =)
i will try to live my life properly. i will choose my 'today' to be lived happily. but the turning point between sad and happy is always so hard. need a lot of determination that only a few people or manybe nobody can do it. need some more courage to go on. it's just so hard. here, there is nobody i can seek for help or even let out my feelings. most of the people here are just so strange and can't be trusted. living in this kind of surrounding, can u imagine? fuh~~~~tired. sometimes i just hope i can just scream out and throw everything. argh...why life is always so hard. 'thinking bout boat club'. the sea. haven go to any beach for so long. miss the feeling of going anywhere i want.
it's now none of my business anymore. gonna go on. thanks for the support i get from you guys. hugsSs you all.
i will try to live my life properly. i will choose my 'today' to be lived happily. but the turning point between sad and happy is always so hard. need a lot of determination that only a few people or manybe nobody can do it. need some more courage to go on. it's just so hard. here, there is nobody i can seek for help or even let out my feelings. most of the people here are just so strange and can't be trusted. living in this kind of surrounding, can u imagine? fuh~~~~tired. sometimes i just hope i can just scream out and throw everything. argh...why life is always so hard. 'thinking bout boat club'. the sea. haven go to any beach for so long. miss the feeling of going anywhere i want.
it's now none of my business anymore. gonna go on. thanks for the support i get from you guys. hugsSs you all.






finish the whole plate!!! haha too nice already...


