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why you don't even care. never know you can just throw your beloved aside. never thought of wanting her back. never thought of why. what does this mean?? i don't know. i don't understand.

AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FRUSTRATED!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY HUMAN IS GIVEN EMOTIONS!!!!!!!!!!! WHY!!!!!! WHY HUMAN HAVE TO DO SO MANY THINGS IN LIFE!!?? CHALLENGES??????? AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

keeping myself as busy as possible. getting sick is even better. sleep whole day. keep my mind off everything. everytime i stopped my footstep, there is always spears aiming to my direction without any protection. all i have to do is run or somebody to hold my hand and say that everything's gonna be aright. i'm tired. i want at least a place where i can really get shelter. need to pump up my energy. life here is really so different from what i thought. people here is so much different. they are so fake. plenty of hypocrits here. i got no interest in trusting anyone from now onwards. don't wanna be so busy body to go and care for somebody which is not worth it at all. argh!!!!!!!!!!!! frustrated!!!!! wanted to scream out loud!!!!!!!!! AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! life's suckss!!!

everything ended. i know i'm very harsh. i have to. i 'm tired. frustrated with all the things happening around and i'm not even there to know more. maybe this is fate. maybe it's meant to be like this forever. well, hope you will have a better life. thanks for everything. take care.

HIPPO!!!! has finally arrived in nilai!!!!!!! he missed me so so much during this one plus of his lonely life in miri. haha..he told me he so hot and tired after 10 days trapped in the aeroplane. pity hippo dear. =( sayang sayang~~ don cry k? haha see, that's him taking some rest in my bed. finally there is someone accompany me to my dream world. he always protects me from monster. ahaha...=D really so happy to see hippo in my arms again. really really happy!! haha