days of 2007 are soon vanishing into the thin air. welcoming a whole new fresh air from the year of mouse----2008. the phrase 'new year, new life' real? i wonder~~
throughout this year, it's kinda awful for me. bad things happened more frequent than good things. being in the situation that i never can imagine i will be in. facing problems that i never wanted to. making decision in a shocked mood.
but we still stick together. =) holding hands side by side to overcome everything that comes between us and accompanying me to go through difficulties. i am very grateful to have you as part of my life.
and also not forgetting friends around me. who have been so supportive in everything i do. i know sometimes i'm rebelious that make you all pissed off with my attitude. i'm here to apologise. sorry =) you all are my best best friends. that for accompanying me till late night. know who i'm talking about? hehe hearts you all.
take care. hugsS!!
wooh....had a busy and tiring day on de 21st dec. invited some friends over for a gathering. thanks to kingyan who help out everything. thank you thank you darling!! =p! hugxX!! especially helping me start the fire. lolz...i 1st time see people use fan to make the charcoal burn! is it lazy or want it fast? lolzz...will upload the pictures some other day for you guys to see. thanks a lot dear! i know you already tired but still you do all these. thanks! =) and i enjoy my night too. seeing all my friends in one roof. although some didn't turn up but its ok. =) meet you guys some other day. and jas!!! very 'gek' me till******* don't know what to say ordy. 1st time people give TOOTHPASTE as a gift. 'gek dao wo chin chin ar'!!!! lolz..but...there's more..lolz..haha and thanks to chun and bernard for the photo frame. very very 'xi xin'. hehe and thanks to connie katty and mary for the custom made keychain of four of us in it. brings so much memories back. =) and also not forgetting sandra for the perfume and lip balm. thanks to all of you =) will upload pictures with details soon. fun day!
bobo under this christmas tree wishing that santa claus could let him grow taller and stronger to defeat those cats around his neighbourhood. this is what he wish for for 2007 christmas.
one's life is so interesting
owning our very own life
watching other people's life
we can,
sometimes thrilled over certain things
sometimes depressed about things going on with our life
sometimes frustrated with things around
the feeling of hopeless had overwhelmed your mind?
don't lose up hope so easily
maybe this is one of your weaknesses
although it's a weak point
turn it into something that brings goodness in your life
so you will live a happier life
take it easy
go with the flow
don't stress yourself too much
i felt so helpless seeing you like this
heartpain
i'm aware that i can only give advises
you still have handle it on your own
but i will always there to support you whatever things you do
if you need to shed any tears or just a hug
don't forget my shoulders =)
if you feel like talking things out
i can be a good listener
if you need a companion
you can just call me up
hope you will be okay.
once, a friend told me
trust
loyalty
commitment
are a must have in any couple. can you and me follow these? they are three simple and easy words but most people only can do one or two of them. a perfect relationship comes with this package. and it should be put 100% in it. i know it's hard but i'm willing to take the challenge.
are you?
these 'brothers' play till like no tomorrow. play till midnight still don't want to back home. haiyoyo....boys are always boys. game is their first priority excluding my dear dear. =p!! hehe
finally i told you what was in my mind
hope you don't feel hurt
sorry for keeping it myself for quite some time
i kept thinking how i gonna say it out to you without hurting your feelings
i'm sorry if i did
you will always be my closest friend i ever had excluding jasper =)
and we still can trust each other like we used to
and we still can hang out like we used to
sorry if i didn't really find you out tis few weeks
cause i don't dare to
=)
you know what i'm talking about right?
hope you understand
let time 'swallow' those rumours
be happy okay?
take care
"wang qin cha" does this particular tea really helps?
"BLACK WITCH" vs "PINK LADY" haha....cool?? =p!!!
originally from EMPIRE =) thanks!!! i ate all the chocolates inside then i just remember to take pictures. sorry..hehe all very nice nicey...thanks a lot =)
i was too bored already during my holidays. went to my store room. and i found something to get my butt off the bed. CHRISTMAS TREE~~~!!! yay!!! since christmas is coming. why don't i decorate my own tree. haha...long long time ago i did once. nice? hehe HO!HO!HO! MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! but don't forget about Jesus Christ ya..God bless you all.
my door bell goes 'ding dong ding dong ding dong ding dong!!!!!' this early morning. sounds like someone at the gate is so anxious. i was actually still in bed. i was like, "who the hell is so noisy!!??" i ran down with my pyjamas and bad hair do but i got no choice as others had went out except me. went down. cheh....poslaju man. i was kinda felt irritated. argh!!! why need come so early??!! but at least its for me. =) i signed and got my things.
its from sunway. they accepted me. register on de 2nd january 2008 into nilai uni. i don't know i should be happy or sad about this offer. but at least my parents are happy. i got the chance to pursue my studies.
but i'm leaving my hometown, family, you and friends. i gonna miss everything here. my room, my bed, my driving, my Bobo, my cardio, my freedom.......etc. and i gonna celebrate my birthday alone without my family and friends. so as my chinese new year. most probably not coming back. i wanna cry. first time felt so helpless. i gonna be totally alone there.
look on the bright side. i got the chance to learn how to be independant. doing all the chores all by myself. these are all i can think of.
hope my roommate is a nice person. and nice friends there.
start all over.
whole day was busy running errands
going here and there
sesco, laku, gas
$$$$$$$
visited PDK with my friends
after seeing those 'unique' kids
i feel that i am so lucky
some others came to this earth with some difficulties that they could not live a normal life
should we felt pity for them?
i don't know the actual answer too
at first, i was scare to even look at them need not to say to be close to them
but i overcome my fear
i
sit beside them
talk with them
sing with them
play with them
colour with them
actually they are just like normal kids
it just their look and their unpreditable action
so its kinda scary at first
but once u get to know them
they are actually much obedient than normal kids
patience
being with these unique kids really takes a lot of our patience
don't always complain
learn to appreciate what you have now
thanks to ah ning for this make over. lol...first time looking like this. love it!! muakxXX!!! haha
had CRAB dinner. slove crab so so much. yummy yummy. that picture shows a man made crab. lol..was made after i finish de whole plate of crab and then i just remember to take picture. soory no actual crab picture. >.<
NICE!!! was surprised when i open de 'big' box when you passed to me. can see that how 'xi xin' you are. u still remember me no matter how far our distance are. =') thanks jas!! but, can eat or not? or just can look but cant touch? lol...
it was so sweet of you for sending it to my doorstep. =)
i received a call from sunway.they are offering me scholarship. so i will be going for another interview again. have to waste the air ticket money again just to fly across south china sea to talk a few sentence with those 'orang kaya'. -.-"' but i m happy. cause God really did open several window for me to choose a correct path. now it depends on myself which to choose for my future. =) wish me luck.
once again, brian left for labuan to continue his matrix. heard syories bout the place. take good care there k? seek for God's help whenever you face any circumstances.
turning back while i am moving on. i hold back my footsteps. hoping that you can cope with my steps. i not sure whether you will give up or not as i m leaving very soon but if you are, mind to nudge me hard so i m aware of it and continue to move on.
"DISTANCE" this particular word make me frustrated for several days. i don't know what should i do now so nobody gets hurt. as you have told me before. TRUST, COMMITMENT & LOYALTY. these three main characteristc is a must to have in any relationship. i agree with you. so i am aiming for these three and adapting myself in those too. hope you are correct. =)
yay!!!got my second piercing. but one side only. cause very painful.cant manage to pierce the other side anymore. hehe XD! wait next time pierce again.lolz..
just got my hair done.different style of me. new look for a new life.yay!!
ARGH!!!!!!why would you do such action?
do you realise that you are a 'killer'?
do you know how hurt and painful it is?
do you care about other people's feeling?
do you think you are the only one suffering?
do you know what are you doing?
do you think nobody knows what you doing?
can you be more considerate?
can you mind your action?
can you be responsible to the words that come out from your mouth?
can you be honest a bit?
can you stop your selfishness?
i'm tired of saying you anymore. furthermore, i do not have the rights to say or nag you. you take care of yourself. hope you know what you doing.
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