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looking so 'wu gu'....pity face...haha



this is what he always do when weather is hot..he can stay in there for few minutes o...sa sa de bobo...

JAS!!! SIMON!!!! GUES WHAT THIS PLATE CONSISTS OF. LET ME TEL U..nasi berani, rendand, remang, satay sauce, curry........haha =p!!! and its TEH TARIK!!!! miss all this?? haha

i got a sudden phone call. i have get ready for the next day.

nervousness~ i was wondering how to answer all sorts of questions that will be asked. surfing the internet for ideas. looking into enclyclopedia reference. thinking of what to wear during that day. how to present myself. how your first impression towards me. and many many others.

till the day come. my hand was freezing cold while waiting at the lobby. my mind is full of question. worry about this and that. praying that everything goes smooth.

then went into the room and settle down. introduced myself. and you told me all the information that i should know. i get to know this particular field more. thanks. and i m ready to accept new challenges. although i m aware that i have to leave. but who knows the future.

hope i can make it. =)

problems occur. it depend on how you look on it and ways of solving it. just like er...doing maths. you need to know the correct equation so that you can continue on with your question. hope you get what i mean. so i hope you can go through your problem as soon as possible and as good as possible, no matter what kind of circumstances you may face. =)

we tend to become more mature after an incident. as we grow older, experienced are obtained for future usage.

i can always lend you my ear when you need it or even my shoulder. but don mis-used it okay? hehe

be happy always. ^^

how i wish i am not back.

is facing the problem better than avoiding?

for me, avoiding is better. at least i wont be 'hit'.

feeling. what's the actual meaning of it? why cant we as HUMAN BEINGs control this. aren't we the most intelligent organism on earth? WHY?? WHY??? WHY????

i am really really tired. wanna get a long rest from now.

days without you is just not the same. i haven get use to it. now, i am just avoiding. hope this leads to the process of forgetting you.

but i got my friends to accompany me walking through this road. thanks to each and every one of them. God bless you all. =)

glad to be back home.

At 8.46pm, you asked me.

You want the answer at 9.00pm. That's too short. I don't know what answer to give you. Hope you will understand that.

Actually I 'm confused with myself too. I got not much confident in myself anymore. I am trying to build it up. I don't want to be hit down to the earth again. It's painful. I am not ready yet. I really need time.

Let our friendship remains the same. Thanks.

IT'S TIME TO CUT THE STRING WITH A GIANT SCISSORS

Day's of pampering you had become a past. It's time for me to let go. LET GO LET GO!!! AH!!!!

Soft-hearted ------- How to harden it?? Can somebody help me?? I always fall for you. I don't why. I know I need to be strong. I am trying my best. Time is all I needed.

So you get on with your new life as you had made a decision. I am sure you will happier without me interupting your feeling and daily routine. Treassure what you have in hand now before you lose it. I don't want you get into trouble or times of struggling again.

For now, everything remains as memories that i will never ever forget. All are in my mind.

Let's depends on fate. Let fate decide what's gonna happen in the future.

Take care =)

Celebrated de king's bday at seahorse. He ate NASI LEMAK. Know how to eat spicy food ordy. Even order more sambal from the waiter. lolz..eat eat eat..hehe then the 'choir' starts with tis "HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MR KING~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU" ( clapping ) blow candle..fooooooo...and then and then...you ar...know how to cut cake de ma?? ngaiti...so huge piece for one person..haiyoyo..hehe cute ^^ u still tat crazy guy i know

wish u all de best ^^





i may be gone for a while so take care =)

Finally its your birthday =) Happy Birthday King!!!

Big hugxXx for you. HugxX!! =)

On the 2nd of October. JASPER rang me on the phone!!! I was so happy to hear his voice. Happiness that can't be deescribed by words.

Rang me all they way from Perth just to check with my condition. Thanks jas!! =D You coloured my night.* haha That very moment, I just closed my eyes and when I was about to go into my dream world, my phone rang. haiz....disturb me dreaming only. Why do people like to call at such time?? I wonder. Lolz...tsk tsk . When pick up call, someone saying: "This is calling from Curtin University and we would like...blah blah blah...." this really shocked me. I was wondering how on earth I am related to that school. Then......hmmmm disturb me!! Ruined my night and make me stayed up whole night. hehe joking la.. Really thanks to you jas...for being there when I am down under. THANKS!

29.9.2007 --- approximately 20days after the incident. We met. =)

I'm quite comforted to see you again. =)

Seeing you shed your tears, it somehow hurt me. Hope you will be fine sooner or later.

Things tend to passed so fast that we ourselves may not realise it. There's no need for us as human beings to look back and regret of what had happened in our past. Let's look ever forward for a better furure. This may sound like a quiche to most people. But instead it is a very meaningful quote. Its useless to feel regret of something and instead we must work things out to solve problems.

Cheer up. Promise? =) Wish you all the best in your life. =) Be happy with what you have now okay? Take care my friend. =)