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thanks to ah ning for this make over. lol...first time looking like this. love it!! muakxXX!!! haha

had CRAB dinner. slove crab so so much. yummy yummy. that picture shows a man made crab. lol..was made after i finish de whole plate of crab and then i just remember to take picture. soory no actual crab picture. >.<

NICE!!! was surprised when i open de 'big' box when you passed to me. can see that how 'xi xin' you are. u still remember me no matter how far our distance are. =') thanks jas!! but, can eat or not? or just can look but cant touch? lol...

it was so sweet of you for sending it to my doorstep. =)

it is really a release going here. nice place to relax your mind and soul. away from busy life as there is no network coverage there. but.........cannot stay too long there cause sure will go crazy. lolz..

i received a call from sunway.they are offering me scholarship. so i will be going for another interview again. have to waste the air ticket money again just to fly across south china sea to talk a few sentence with those 'orang kaya'. -.-"' but i m happy. cause God really did open several window for me to choose a correct path. now it depends on myself which to choose for my future. =) wish me luck.

once again, brian left for labuan to continue his matrix. heard syories bout the place. take good care there k? seek for God's help whenever you face any circumstances.

turning back while i am moving on. i hold back my footsteps. hoping that you can cope with my steps. i not sure whether you will give up or not as i m leaving very soon but if you are, mind to nudge me hard so i m aware of it and continue to move on.

"DISTANCE" this particular word make me frustrated for several days. i don't know what should i do now so nobody gets hurt. as you have told me before. TRUST, COMMITMENT & LOYALTY. these three main characteristc is a must to have in any relationship. i agree with you. so i am aiming for these three and adapting myself in those too. hope you are correct. =)

yay!!!got my second piercing. but one side only. cause very painful.cant manage to pierce the other side anymore. hehe XD! wait next time pierce again.lolz..

just got my hair done.different style of me. new look for a new life.yay!!

it seems like everything you do affects me. i myself don't even know why. i am facing my problem with lots of guts but why is it not helping at all? in fact, it makes me drop even deeper, far far far down under the ground.

some will say that i am looking trouble for myself. one of my friend said i am poking myself with that particular knife. it hurts a lot. but it's better for me to get hurt than seeing you worry and sad. i don't have the guts to ignore you. i always want to know your condition. but it's not my place to know about your doings. that's why i always hears from friends around. trying to get your news. but yet, what you told me and what i heard is always different. why? why you don'y want to let me know the actual situation and events. i just don't understand. finding out myself the truth is more terrible than you cheating on me. why? sigh* don't want to care more. it's not my business after all.

let the river flows by itself.

all the yummy yummy food i had in KL. finger licking good. XD