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sick status. not enjoying at all. feeling so tired. nobody to turn to. stress out. finals coming. lectures giving nonsence. some of them. fake friends. fuh~~~tired tired tired. wanna go home and rest.

miss my family. flipping through the pictures late at night. imagine that if i'm at home. what i will be doing by this time at home.

changes in life really need a strong heart to overcome all the challenges that come in my way. having a hard time every now and then.

wanted to find somebody to talk to. if this continue, i don't know how i gonna be when my heart storage got less.

everything seems to be changing. better or worst?

all friends went back to their respective houses for belated chap goh mei dinner. it's kinda quiet in college. nobody to hang out with. stuck in the room. just me between my laptop. on 24hours to kill the boredness and loneliness. wanted to go out to have walk but got no initiative to put on clothes and go down. seeing people here. don't understand how there get used to the life here. couples hanging out. gang gang ganging around. just don't understand. am i the one with problems? no idea. people here are just so weird. can't really mix in. i miss everything back in town. been thinking a lot. kind emo. tired of life too.

finally. wooh~~ mid term test for three units had finished. BUT.......final exam coming on their way. hmmmm gonna study good good for final to obtain four flat....wooh!! i wan to be top student!! haha don't know i can or not. jia you oli!!! JIA YOU!!! JIA YOU!!! hehe it had been so so long since the last time i really put myself into studies. wooh~~~feel nice but pressured!! stress....BUT...at least it kept my mind of 'things'. =) all the best oli!!! almost end of semester one already. can't wait to go back. wanna drive!! wanna eat!! want BOBO!! wanna hang out!! wanna watch tv!! AH!!! wish i can straight go back after my exams. hmmmm....hehe

away from family. friends gonna be a big part of my life now. hyeji, me and yin yin. stuck together most of the time. when we crazy, nobody gonna stop us from doing all the crazy things. we really had so much fun together since we met each other. let me think. hmmmm we went mid valley shopping. no no no. we went there just to go to burger king and enjoy burger. haha. go all the way down to city just to have burger. haha then that day went to pizza hut after class. lol..it seems like we often eat ya?? hmmm have to cut down that. if not, i gonna be fat when i go back hometown. diet plan starts NOW!!! gambateh oli!!! haha most importantly, i appreciate hyeji and yin yin company in this new strange city. hugzzZZ you both. hehe ^^

love you hyeji!!! muakzZz!! hugzZzz!! good luck for tomorrow test.

introducing chef firdaus!!

a little gift for all the couples that came for the dinner..i wish i had one too =)

How To Be A Better Couple 10 steps to enjoying each other better...

1. Be realistic about each other. Don't try to turn ur partner into something he or she is not. Let's face it, guys-there's only 1 Pamela Anderson in the world, and even she has had her implants removed! Give ur gal a break and understand that her phys! ical appearance is NOT going to change overnite with the help of a few facials ! or treat ments. And ladies, Brad Pitt has already been taken, so u're gonna have to do with what ur guy is like! Chill out, love each other for what u are. There is more to ur partner than what meets the eye.

2. Always talk things out. Now guys, I know this is not ur fave pastime or mode of resolving issues, but u know what? This works with the gals. Don't make assumptions about each other's feelings. Learn to xpress urself better so that ur partner undrstands what u're angry about, or hurt about, or even happy about! When u stop talking to each other from the heart, it's the beginning of the end.

3. Do stuff together . Make an effort to do things together. Do some sports or involve urselves in some shared activities; something both of u enjoy or are interested in. It could be as simple as watching movies together, or jus strolling hand-in-hand down Orchard Road. Watch soccor with him once in a while though the green patch on TV puts u to sleep in 3 seconds. And guys, do give in if ur gal asks for another day at window-shopping, rather than suggest that she go out with her girlfriends for "that sort of activities" instead. If u're spending more time with ur friends rather than with ur partner, it's a warning sign that u're drifting apart!!!

4. Meet each other halfway. If he agrees to throw out that rotten T-shirt with the "The_Rock" print, u shouldn't kick up much of a fuss if he asks u to keep ur room tidy. There's gotta be a little giving and taking in a relationship, so learn to meet each other halfway.

5.Show ur love. Buy her flowers or candy or perfume everynow and then, even if u have been together for 5years. It's wonderful to continue showing someone that u care for him or her. Cook him a special meal, paint him a Valentine's Day card. Knit him mini-socks he can't wear ( like for decoration purposes => ), buy him a packet of milk for breakfast, or pack his wardrobe for him...so he knows u can still be ! romantic and loving despite having been together for quite a while.

6. Respect each other. Stop making jokes about her hair or skin, or whatever it is u love to laugh at. Ask urself if she thinks if its funny. And if he has an inferiority complex about his height, stop ogling at tall guys and make him feel worse! Love is about respecting each other's feelings and being sensitive to each other at all times.

7. Bury the past. Stop bringing up the past. Gals..don't bring up the happy things about u and ur ex to ur guy, it would jus make him jealous or unhappy. And guys, don't talk about the happy times that u had with ur ex or mention about her in ur every other sentence as it would make ur gal feel un-happy and she might think that u saying all this b'cos u are gon! na get back with ur ex or not interested in her anymore.

8. Sit on ur jealousy. All of us go thru' spells of insecurity at the beginning of the relationship, but don't translate that insecurity into jealousy. If u're gonna go through ur partner's mail and cupboard, and eavesdropping on conversations, u know something is wrong - with u!!! Jealousy is like a poison that slowly spreads thru' the relationship before fina! lly killing it. Trust ur partner; love has to have trust in it.

9. Keep ur commitments to each other. If ur partner is standing u up all the time and cancelling dates and breaking promises, u need to talk! If u're in a relationship, make ur partner ur priority and don't disappoint them if u can help it. It's really terrible when someone promises to take u to dinner, and then calls to canc! el it. Don't make promises u can't keep. If ur partner starts to feel that he/she is not important enough to u, u may jus lose him/her.

10. Be honest. Honesty is not scowling at how awful she looks first thing in the morning, or telling him that he has the biceps of a fly~! When we say "be honest", we mean expressing ur feelings clearly, not being bitingly cruel. When u're hurt, say so, and when u're angry, tell him/her, w/o getting hysterical. If u can't be honest with ur partner, who can u ! be honest with? Love is also about honesty, and a relationship where no honesty exists probably isn't worth it!

but at least i got my sis. hehe. we do facial!! haha pictures that can't be review. lolz.. but can see the result of doing mask. see our face are so clean. lolz... was thinking of eating 'shou mian' but ended up eating porridge and american breakfast during 'chu yi'. so pity us. =( miss home =(