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i will try to live my life properly. i will choose my 'today' to be lived happily. but the turning point between sad and happy is always so hard. need a lot of determination that only a few people or manybe nobody can do it. need some more courage to go on. it's just so hard. here, there is nobody i can seek for help or even let out my feelings. most of the people here are just so strange and can't be trusted. living in this kind of surrounding, can u imagine? fuh~~~~tired. sometimes i just hope i can just scream out and throw everything. argh...why life is always so hard. 'thinking bout boat club'. the sea. haven go to any beach for so long. miss the feeling of going anywhere i want.
it's now none of my business anymore. gonna go on. thanks for the support i get from you guys. hugsSs you all.
i will try to live my life properly. i will choose my 'today' to be lived happily. but the turning point between sad and happy is always so hard. need a lot of determination that only a few people or manybe nobody can do it. need some more courage to go on. it's just so hard. here, there is nobody i can seek for help or even let out my feelings. most of the people here are just so strange and can't be trusted. living in this kind of surrounding, can u imagine? fuh~~~~tired. sometimes i just hope i can just scream out and throw everything. argh...why life is always so hard. 'thinking bout boat club'. the sea. haven go to any beach for so long. miss the feeling of going anywhere i want.
it's now none of my business anymore. gonna go on. thanks for the support i get from you guys. hugsSs you all.
March 6, 2008 at 3:36 PM
i know its hard to choose between making it a happy or unhappy way.. the main thing is agak you can live the way u want, everything's going to be fine k..?
i know its hard for u being living in 'tat' surrounding.. really suffering lor.. can't imagine myself there tho.. been there once and er.. no comments bout the place.. :P
hope u can get used to your surroundings in Nilai soon lo.. The happiest of people don't necessarily have to the best
of everything, they just make the most of everything that comes
along their way.
take care ya oli.. hehe..
March 6, 2008 at 6:14 PM
oli, you see, i dont even want to say any comforting words, after some thoughts, the best way is to learn yourself, to go through it yourself, and to really live through it..it's a good thing you fall down now, because next time you wont feel that much pain anymore..you've gotta learn to face your problems..=)
March 6, 2008 at 11:14 PM
im sometimes frustrated wif life n ppl around. emo. blogging is de only way i can throw some of my feelings out
March 7, 2008 at 6:11 PM
as you said. do not regret the past, learn from it. fall then stand right back up. we'll all be there for you. take care, my friend.