5 days had past and I am still in this mood.
Not that i ask for it but it just naturally comes into my mind whenever I am alone.
Not that I want people to fely pity for me.
Not that I want people around worry about me.
Feeling comes so naturally without realising it.
I don't know what to do next.
Close friends are all far away.
Although often contact with internet but it just not the same with them beside.
Miss you all so so much!!
Am trying to be strong.
Am trying not to shed my tears anymore.
Am trying to get use of this new life.
Am trying to stand up without you holding my hands.
AM TRYING TO GET OVER ALL THESE MATTER.
The only thing i will not try is----
I will not try to forgive you in any way.
It leaves a mark in my heart that can't recover no matter how long it takes.
September 14, 2007 at 9:51 PM
I've got no comment dy...
As long as I am still your friend, i will always be here to help in whatever way. That if I am capable of only :p Ok ya....See ya !!
September 15, 2007 at 10:25 PM
Your friends are always by your side, remember that..physically we might be thousands of miles apart, but u just haf to give them a shout, they will be there..im very sure..just, don think about it..look forward..and u will be ok..=) trust me..u gotta move on...