korean night ^^

my dinner~~~~yum yum
busy eating!!!haha spicy hot~~~hah!!!

^^^^^kimchi^^^^^^spicy~~

~~ramen~~~wooh~~~nice~~~

dinner~~~cook ourselves~~

hyeji doing manicure ^^ yinyin did it too^^

AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FRUSTRATED!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY HUMAN IS GIVEN EMOTIONS!!!!!!!!!!! WHY!!!!!! WHY HUMAN HAVE TO DO SO MANY THINGS IN LIFE!!?? CHALLENGES??????? AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!SIEN!!!!!!!!!!!!

keeping myself as busy as possible. getting sick is even better. sleep whole day. keep my mind off everything. everytime i stopped my footstep, there is always spears aiming to my direction without any protection. all i have to do is run or somebody to hold my hand and say that everything's gonna be aright. i'm tired. i want at least a place where i can really get shelter. need to pump up my energy. life here is really so different from what i thought. people here is so much different. they are so fake. plenty of hypocrits here. i got no interest in trusting anyone from now onwards. don't wanna be so busy body to go and care for somebody which is not worth it at all. argh!!!!!!!!!!!! frustrated!!!!! wanted to scream out loud!!!!!!!!! AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! life's suckss!!!

ended

everything ended. i know i'm very harsh. i have to. i 'm tired. frustrated with all the things happening around and i'm not even there to know more. maybe this is fate. maybe it's meant to be like this forever. well, hope you will have a better life. thanks for everything. take care.

yay!!!!!!!!!!

HIPPO!!!! has finally arrived in nilai!!!!!!! he missed me so so much during this one plus of his lonely life in miri. haha..he told me he so hot and tired after 10 days trapped in the aeroplane. pity hippo dear. =( sayang sayang~~ don cry k? haha see, that's him taking some rest in my bed. finally there is someone accompany me to my dream world. he always protects me from monster. ahaha...=D really so happy to see hippo in my arms again. really really happy!! haha

stranded


woke up at 11o'clock in the morning. first time i wake up at this time. yesterday still planned to go to HOPE church at 8.30. how i know i can sleep until so late. feel so bad. i had already miss church for 3weeks. next week must go. MUST!! but i did went for my school church service in multi-purpose hall. it was ok although there are a lot of black guys there. go church should see light but instead i see darkness. haha...just joking ya. chai wee, mary they all in KL. wanted to meet them but don't know how. stranded in this small town. got no where else to go. my school friends all had gone home. and it's every weekend they do that. so i am always lonely during weekends. i went to seremban yesterday with chooi yee. discovered a new town. we went to terminal 1 shopping. almost all the shops sell the same things. so that's nothing much to see. but there got a lot of hip hop style shop for both gender. that's something cool there. then we use taxi to seremban2 to go to jusco. that place is so much better than terminal1. there got voir, body glove, levis and many others. i bought a shirt from voir. it is a must buy. cause they having sale. hehe then we went back at around 4. then reach campus already 6something. tired day. but at least i'm not boring.

bored~~

friday 18.01.2008 12.15am


finished class at 12. then no lunch straight back in hostel. yin went off with her 'friend'. left me alone in room. slept whole afternoon. wake up at 4 something but nothing to do.so bored. wanted to go down to have a stroll near the lake but was a bit lazy. so stayed in room and grow mushroom. so bored!!! can't imagine that my life in KL can be so bored. maybe because i'm in nilai which is far away from the city. most of my friends went back to their respective homes. wanted to find somebody to talk to but it seems like i only know a few people since i came here. i'm gonna go crazy if this continues on. wanted to go back so badly but nothing can be done. feeling so helpless. have to come out with a plan as fast as possible. ah!!!!!!! chat with grandma in the phone at night. tears were falling down as soon as i hear her voice. miss her so much.

was wanting to write down some notes during lecturing but...........was too bored already. so draw this. nice? hehe






12:28 AM Posted by o|i_oLi 0 comments






<-----BAEK HEAGI. she is from korea!! wow!! i first time have a friend from korea. she is also one crazy or should i say hyperactive like me and yin yin? lol..haha love having her around. haha




right picture. this is jonathan. from moreshers. hope i spell correctly. hehe he is such a funny guy. i bully him a lot. =p! he is the one who show me around nilai. hehe thanks "jonny boy" haha btw, the way he speaks english is so hard for me to catch what he is saying. i am always starring at him when he talks. lol..haha

me
and
my
crazy
room
mate!!!!!!

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in lecture hall. feeling kinda negleted. bored. thinking many things.hmmm..whatever, i don't wanna be so bossy and mumbling, repeating what i said. just wanna back my happy life with YOU and study good good. for a brighter future. hope you know what you doing. hope you study good good too. love ya always..hugxX!!





frustrated

something bothers me.

sometimes it's better not to know too much or should i say don't wanna know at all. i hate this kinda feeling. being stupid or dumb is so much better sometimes. things happening around and we just can't avoid them at all. hard to handle. hate to face it. closing one eye is so suffering. don't wanna say much. hope you keep your words.

missing all of u =")

12:50 AM Posted by o|i_oLi 0 comments
love you so much.................muakxXx!!
early in the morning...thanks dar for helping so early in the morning..hugxXx!!! =')
of course, not forgetting shian~~ hehe
from the left, ning..vui..ting..darling..ME...licia..dadi..jacinta..mami..becca

my room and my counselors~~~

counselors..............
my orientation counselorssssssssssssss...........they are all sot sot de.........

a snapshot from 5th floor...actually i'm in the library

the President hall...............


freezing~~~~lecture hall


outside my room..nice scenery right?


welcome to my my messy room


my study corner

worst day ever~~

it should be a special day for me but it seems like it was not what i expected. everything just doesn't goes move from 12am till now. i tried hard to enjoy and adapt in this new surroundings but i just can't. it's so hard than i had ever imagine.

overslept this morning. kinda rush to go to the office. not feeling so well too. when to class and it's kinda late as almost everyone is in there earlier. after that, busy with the mentors stuff then see lecturer. just busy whole day.

but well, thanks to all my new friends here. thanks for all the little gifts you guys gave me. a special thanks to my senior---winson. for arranging a small gathering for me at starbaker. although it's kinda weird feeling. but still, thanks. =) and also thanks to yin yin, my room mate for accompany me and 'chia' me. =) hugs u lots! and eric, thanks for the night out and the dinner. AND of course my darling. for accompanying me through the night in the phone. love you lots. really don't feel like one without you. =')

who ever celebrate their birthday with tears all day? =)

haha compare to the picture below. this is way funny pose. haha or should i say, 'weird' pose. haha need some professional training. hmmm

9:59 PM Posted by o|i_oLi 0 comments
loving this pose every second. hehe hope darling do good in your golf okay? then i train mine here too. then go back challenge you. lolz..haha love u lots dar..muakxXx!!

i draw de o..........

3:44 PM Posted by o|i_oLi 1 comments
look alike or not?? hehe i 1st time draw human ler...hehe i always draw cartoon only. i think not bad la for a first timer like me....hehe

miss my family~~ =(

11:54 AM Posted by o|i_oLi 0 comments
miss my own bed.. =( HIPPO!!!!!!!!! i miss u..you used to sleep by my side but now no more ='(
miss my living room~~
MUMMY!!!!!!!!!!!! miss you so so muchie ler........................=(
papa~~~ hehe i want money...haha joking la...
AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! jacinta and licia!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! miss you this two monkeys!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
becca~~ although we both in kl but very very far apart. hmmmm
popo~~` miss popo's cooking especialy her 'ka chang ma' and curry....=( heard that popo is sick. hope popo get well soon.

KING'S................

took this particular picture during the nilai tour. makes me so so so so so miss la darling ='( when can i see you?????????????? WHEN???????????? *sob#

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