finished class at 12. then no lunch straight back in hostel. yin went off with her 'friend'. left me alone in room. slept whole afternoon. wake up at 4 something but nothing to do.so bored. wanted to go down to have a stroll near the lake but was a bit lazy. so stayed in room and grow mushroom. so bored!!! can't imagine that my life in KL can be so bored. maybe because i'm in nilai which is far away from the city. most of my friends went back to their respective homes. wanted to find somebody to talk to but it seems like i only know a few people since i came here. i'm gonna go crazy if this continues on. wanted to go back so badly but nothing can be done. feeling so helpless. have to come out with a plan as fast as possible. ah!!!!!!! chat with grandma in the phone at night. tears were falling down as soon as i hear her voice. miss her so much.
